Yeah life has been so much "fun" lately as of 2005 when I last updated. Sandy my personal Michiru dumped me the details are more trouble then it is worth just say I could sell it to Jerry Springer and be rich. Lost my job no longer living with Sandy no duh at home with my parents which is where the real fun starts. Herman my long time friend and pet died in may 2008 yeah oh wait even more fun My dad died recently July 03.2009 there was a lot of drama and he died of a heart attack in the hospital after a week of being in there for OD, (frowns if I find that stupid son of a bitch that got him friend because his drinking buddy was the boss. I will kill him period no argument, lose of his job send down in worse depression then he was and the fucking idiot downs over 300 pills of his paxil. I will kill that man if I find him

I write fanfiction now to deal with not having a job for the last 9 months and as a way to vent my feelings. Since 2005 I have gotten 4 tattoos and am thinking of getting another for my father's memory. There are links below one is my myspace page where pics of that tattoos are, another is the fanfiction profile and the 3rd is my livejournal it is ,more detailed then this. I have been going down hill for the last year and a half I have to be at the bottom or near it and start heading up soon..

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